Thursday, December 29, 2005

Still At It

More bags out the door. Books, more paper. Lots of paper.
I had a dream last night. I gave birth. I took this child from within me, nursed it but did not cut the cord. I wanted someone else to do it.
I left to go to the hospital and on the way stopped to go to the bathroom. At this point the baby is no longer attached and when I finished taking care of myself, I could not find the baby. I was in a room filled with people. I found the baby under a pile of magazines! Luckily "she" did not suffocate from being under them.
This morning I found yet another bag of magazines in the closet.
I went through the filing cabinet and found some interesting stuff, but got rid of old paperwork. I released the past. Let it go.
I went through some books. Kept some for "altering", and the first one being a child "birthing" book. That I am definitely altering!
All of this letting go, clearing out, making room for new energy to enter feels great. Tomorrow is the New Moon and that fits right in with all of this preparing for the new year.
I cannot let things go for this long anymore. Even though I did a lot, there is still so much more to do, to release, to organize.

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